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I've been struggling for so long. After the breakup and the subsequent tossing of the birth control pills, I felt 100,000 times better. Especially with depression. But heartbreak has been wearing on me, sucking all the fun and color out of life. I hate everyone who is happy. Which makes it especially difficult to be excited about doing the whole Maid of Honor thing in August. ARRRRRGGGGGHHHH

Status:

Five weeks I have made all 10000 steps every day

My yard and my home have been kept up properly for four weeks. I doubled my prozac right around four weeks ago

For three weeks I've managed to get up on time and SHOWER before work. EVEN WITHOUT HOT WATER!!!

Two weeks running, I have purchase and prepared healthy food. I've even gone so far as to eat it.

I haven't had a french fry or fast food in one week.

Today, I'm going to do some yoga. It won't kill me. It will make these other things better.