turnonmyheels | (no subject)

I sat down last night SO excited to see what happens next in ~~Damon Land~~ Mystic Falls only to discover it was a REPEAT. Now, I nearly cried because I'm that invested [go ahead laugh, if you watched it -- and why the hell don't you? -- you'd understand] but because my cable had fucked up earlier in the week I had yet to watch Sons of Anarchy.

So instead of crying I watched SoA instead

There has been a lot WTFF this season. I get it. Everyone is doing things they might not ordinarily do because of Able's kidnapping i. e. Jax turning rat, the quick reconciliation between Clay and Jax, and while Gemma turning herself isn't precisely related to her return to Charming, her lack of info about the kidnapping *is* why she's there and in the damn hospital no less.

I've been rolling smoothly with all these punches, eating it up like candy. Clapping my hands and begging for more, more, more.

They gave me more than I could handle last night. I was not, in any way, prepared for Jax to break up with Tara and IMMEDIATELY sleeping with Ima the Porn Star. I was ready for fighting, possible physical violence between them that led to a miscarriage or some other such. But ever since Jax gave the speech last season about no matter how women he has slept with or dated or ogled it has always been Tara and always would be.

That last shot with Jax and Ima framed with the sweetness of Opie/I can't remember her name Porn Star, Clay and Gemma, and Tara lying along in bed with the light on and her hand on her not yet visible bump, I threw up a little in my mouth.

I get that to Jax it meant absolutely nothing to do that. I do. I also get that he did it with full intention to hurt Tara. It wasn't some drunken fuck up. It wasn't some out of town hit and run that fell with in the parameters of their agreement. It was with someone that Tara actually *shot* at to get through her thick fucking skull that Jax wasn't available.

I could cheerfully wring his neck.

I caught the preview for next week and I hope Tara's cold fury breaks and she erupts on that bitch and slaps her across the face with a skateboard just like Gemma did to Cherry.

In conclusion, I love it when my shows make me *feel*